*hash hash*

memories
which am reminded everyday
how i
cried through the nights
it hurts, you never know

pull through the nights
wearly and thinking
there is no reason
for me to be treated like that

steadily
i am lossing my sanity
my ending
i don't want to know
stop pretenting
my pain, you never knew

hash hash
don't speak
am not complaining
memories are
there to remind me
how i pull through
those nights

how i cried
over those memories
even if they are just reminders

look at me
do i look alright to you
we used to be together
promised never to let go

it hurts
i need no reasons
i saw through the whole deceive
hash hash
don't speak

*Mocking words*

deep inside i want to
cry
the harder i try
to subdue the feeling
the more it backfire

no control over it
maybe one day
i am going to wake up
and it all is just a dream

tried to start a new
almost liberated
when another blow hitted

rolling over
bleeding from inside
still breathing
still trying to stand up

i am scare
why no blow ever kills
wounded all over
yet Death donot take me

when i look into the mirror
how much i look like
a shadow of myself now

maybe i am a little crazy
maybe i will slay for you
everything for you

even this suffering, its for you
remember
it started the day you left me